I Musn't SpeakHm. A giggle, but shh love.I Musn't Speak by Screammealullaby
I'm too late.
I fell in love. And realize, this is the first time I've even let it out without immediately denying it, or brushing it off.
Don't speak, truths are too hard to hear amongst commoner words.
They can get lost like tourists in unseen towns, as truths aren't spoken often.
Who? Who am I referencing?! That that makes me cry?
Or that shoulder I cry on? He's gone, and maybe that's what matters to me... I missed my chance...
I fell in love...
No! Let me say it!
But I shake my head.
No. No. NO.
I fell in love...? When? How could I be so stupid, and disobey everything I've ever said?
I'm sorry! I'm in love and it hurts and shit!
I'm sorry! I don't want to care!
I don't care...
I fell in love....
Goodbyes Hurt....With every passing day I stare at it; my new best friend.Goodbyes Hurt.... by Screammealullaby
My lynch, my noose, my final straw.
I think about it every moment of the day, every day in fact.
Constantly, it lulls in the back of my conscious, telling me it's over.
Over... If only...
I'd give anything to end it; but the only cost is my life and no matter how much I hate it, I can't.
I don't know if I'm willing to leave those few good things behind.
Have you ever written you own farewell? Adieu to this world, if you will?
It's a feeling worse than any physical pain ever could, to reflect on everything you hate about yourself.
Every cruel word ever spoken about you, and every moment you've wanted to cry.
I never cried harder, realizing how few people I had to say goodbye to and how many wouldn't care when I was gone...
Heartbreak is more than bitchy teen girl complain about boys...
When your heart is really broken, it's not from a boy. It's from the world bearing down on you so hard you have a physical pa
I'm Ashley, and I write a lot of fanfiction.... Mostly Yugioh at the moment but I take requests. I am a criminal, and is my partner in crime >:3 totally official! I'm Screammealullaby on Fanfiction.net so yeah =3 check out my stories!
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